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My Dear Rajesh,
The day is a Tuesday and the date 09-03-2021.
That is a rain tree opposite to my bedroom across the street from the flat compound . As this is a first floor flat, instead of seeing only concrete buildings I see greenery. So since the summer has started this tree is usually the furst to shed it's leaves and the first to turn green with new leaves..it will flower too early. You have seen this tree in Mysuru too..it is definitely a big sized tree with quite a girth in its liwer bark with branches. Good shade too.
India has won the test match against England and is through to the elf test series finals sgainst Newzealand which will be in June and played at Southampton, England.
The covid vaccinations for senior citizens have started and all Mamas and Mamis other than Shobha Mami who is below 65 years are vaccinated.
We both here are yet to go for cacvination as I am planning my left eye cateract surgery.
I feel sometimes Joyous and able to cope up but many times the misery just builds up. The mind should be made more steadier . I know the fundamental problem is I am not happy with Appa. Never been. Wrong choice and when I think kindly then I am aware that neither is he happy with me.
And you and Ranju are but the happy or unhappy result? Did you choose to exit because you foresaw the misery . Will Ranju be able to cope up with us two as she ages.
Even after knowing every angle of the problem called life ,I am still not able to look away from the concern of money as security in life.
If it is one aspect of living giving unhappiness in.life for a person I know for dure another aspect giving another person unhappiness. Happiness is not simply a state of mind it is the reality that happiness can never be a state of a being and it will always change that I am not keeping in sight.
Do I plod on,Rajesh.
Affly,
Amma..
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