My Day Today.

My Day Today.

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My Dear Rajesh,

The day is a Tuesday and the date 09-03-2021. 

That is a rain tree opposite to my bedroom across the street from the flat compound . As this is a first floor flat, instead of seeing only concrete buildings I see greenery. So since the summer has started this tree is usually the furst to shed it's leaves and the first to turn green with new leaves..it will flower too early. You have seen this tree in Mysuru too..it is definitely a big sized tree with quite a girth in its liwer bark with branches. Good shade too. 

India has won the test match against England and is through to the elf test series finals sgainst Newzealand which will be in June and played at Southampton, England. 

The covid vaccinations for senior citizens have started and all Mamas and Mamis other than Shobha Mami who is below 65 years are vaccinated. 

We both here are yet to go for cacvination as I am planning my left eye cateract surgery. 

I feel sometimes Joyous and able to cope up but many times the misery just builds up. The mind should be made more steadier . I know the fundamental problem is I am not happy with Appa. Never been. Wrong choice and when I think kindly then I am aware that neither is he happy with me. 

And you and Ranju are but the happy or unhappy result? Did you choose to exit because you foresaw the misery . Will Ranju be able to cope up with us two as she ages. 

Even after knowing every angle of the problem called life ,I am still not able to look away from the concern of money as security in life. 

If it is one aspect of living giving unhappiness in.life for a person I know for dure another aspect giving another person unhappiness. Happiness is not simply a state of mind it is the reality that happiness can never be a state of a being and it will always change that I am not keeping in sight. 

Do I plod on,Rajesh. 

Affly,

Amma..
 

My Day Today.

 

My Day Today.

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My Dear Rajesh,

That is an evening from the bench in front of the lobby of this apartment. I clicked tge sky as I was sitting there after finishing my walking . 

It has started getting hot in Bengaluru. But I don't know whether due to age or my sensory feelings are getting dimmer, I am not feeling too hot. In fact I am sitting here on my bed without switching tge fan on.

Today is 05-03-2021. 

News from me 

1) Today is Malathi' s birthday.

2) The rain tree opposite to my bedroom on the empty site after the road across after Sethna' s exit and entry gates is looking green. Summer is here. Every year I watch it and feel happy. 

3) Raja Mama and Lalitha Mami has had their covaxine shots today. 

4) My left eye cateract surgery is postponed again as tge foctor is having some perdonal matters to attend. 

5)  As I want the same Dr.Zamindar who did my right eye,  I am choosing to wait. 

6) Raja and Lalitha have sold their Gujan flat and by paying extra has bought another flat in the same Gujan . Raja Mama is getting headaches every ten days 

7)  I am in a very changing improvement phase of my perception of the human being.

I will write again.

Be at peace my son. It is worthless to be  otherwise. 

Missing you always.

Affly,

Amma.

 

My Day Today.

My Day Today.

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My Dear Rajesh,

That is Shruthi , at 4 months and 23 days. Chandrashekhar' s daughter. Looks like a doll, isn't she?

Today is 24 th of February 2021. 

England is here in India for cricket. Test series has started and today at Ahmedabad, a grand stadium is where the 3 Rd test is happening. Spectators ( I think 50000/) or do allowed and I see most not in masks. So the endemic is  likely to increase. 

I am going fir a cateract surgery of the left eye. It was scheduled for coming Friday,but as I want to to check for my overall health with Sudha Tinaikkar has decided to do it next Friday. 

You will be surprised to know that I am learning Sanskrit through the Sanskrit Channel . Imagine me doing something like that. 

I am able to participate in a streaming class 😀. 

It is interesting.

India has returned back to almost normal. Just as I was typing I could see a full bus with people standing pass on. But I am being careful. 

Take care my Son. Be Joyous.

Affly,

Amma.