My Day Today..........................
My Dear Rajesh,
Today is 01-10-2020,a Thursday. First let me give you the good news. Chandrashekhar ' s wife Shilpa gave birth to a baby girl this morning. Cesarean section delivery. And Shilpa had tested positive for Covid 19.
The baby is now in neo natalward in Brindavan Hospital in Mysuru. Shilpa in Aisha Bibi hospital in Mysuru. Poor BCS is handling things alone as Shilpa ' s parents are at Mysuru along with her Grandmother. BCS has no help as Bala Mama or Sita Mami can't come to Mysuru.
Covid is raging everywhere in India.
Anyway baby born is on Fullmoon day and Utharattadhi star. Good day too. All if us are anxious.
Now the worst part of news on my personal front is I had serious difference if opinion with Appa and for 20 days( I came back on Tuesday evening) ,stayed with Ranjini
My action was as Covid was raging and Ranjini is busy and I want to check my financial position. At least a list in case there is an emergency I can decide on action. As Appa would not have allowed taking the deposits to Ranu s house and making excel sheet, I just took them one Tuesday. Ranju can't taje the laptop and walk as she uses coming here to reduce weighting fact she has lost lots of weight.
Also Ranjini is stuck with 2 cats which dhe fed as strays The cat story needs anothervwriting.
I came on Thursday and came with deposits and Appa just shouted at Ranjini implying she has a plan and she wants the money and Ram has a plan and Ram is looting etc. Ranjini kust got mad( in fact I had made vermicelli sevai and chutney and had come taking all the deposits
That shoutingbdragging Ram s name by Appa was bad. Also asking Ranju who is she etc? She just went home and next day brought Sethna documents and gave Appa that back.
I took 1343 documents and gave it to Ram too.
My aim let ne tell you was that Ranju should enjoy her property undisturbed,
They are mature and wed are old and I have transferred title they give ut to rent and party etc let gem look. Why trouble them with questions?
Appa cant interfere final matters. K
Covid circumstances have made him narrow minded and more narrow minded indeed.
Any way I have handed over all my jewels to Ranjini and it can ve used to my serious sickness if needed.
Appa is looking at every expenditures. Anyway he did bend a little. So I am back.
Because of the tensions experienced,I did go to an astrologer with Ranju. The Kammanahalli ,Ganapathi temple. Ram a mom usually goes there. The astrologer saidI am.in for a mistake time. Appa,he read like a book and said we both do not match at all. Reading on Nakshatras I do find Revathi and uthram dies nit natch at all. Bith will be at odds.
So there you are.
I know you love your Appa ,the one who will buy you ' patakkis' every Diwali. While I also know that you know me too.
I have read a lot and watched how Ram and Ranju live and various other people live and i think it is my ' dharna' not to abandon him now. As it is this sense is driving me.
How are you my son? Who else do I want as children other than you or Ranju?
So forgive me for any wrongs I have committed.
Affly,
Amma.
P.S. I seems to have fell asleep as I typed. Contnuing now at 5.27 Be with me always.
I am feeling ,I might get this co idx