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My Dear Rajesh,
I missed writing yesterday (09-03-2020), not because I did not remember,in fact I remembered I should write to you by night so that I don't miss the date.
But I became too sleepy and slept off.
So one more habit or compulsion to write on every 9 th to you is gone.
Let it be.
So today the 10 th.March 2020 at 11.15 morning I am typing this. As a picture I have pasted for you Ranjini as on yesterday. She went for her Carnatic music first day exam like that.😃.
She is supposed to have done well.
Did you know about the coronovirus scare around the world?
Cough ,cold,running nose and lung incapacity with breathing trouble originated in Wuhan ,China and spreading around the world now. All are being careful. Ginger wayer, turmeric milk etc hot drinking.
Extra clean.😄.
Anyway it is a fact a cold does manifest and we are scary.
After sending those two smiles I feel better.
Missing you my dear son. Rajesh, was I goodother to you? I am not well. My hip has started paining. There has been too much differences with Appa now a days. I understand the futility of a life past and I think.it is the Karma balance,he with me who does not love him and me with him who does not in the same vibe. Both are punished. Did you decide to go when life ran in front of you on the fateful day ,and decide why choose to live when it will be a pain,this life?
So many questions and I want to be at equilibrium. I understand though. I went for Sunday function and it again brought me back to realization of what is this superficiality in life. But physically I am a bit down. Writing to you I have picked myself and previous to that talking to Ranju too I picked myself up.
Affectionately my son,
Amma.
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