Me And My Thoughts.: At This Time Of My Life.

Blogs That I Follow.

http://navallanga.blogspot.com
News Item That touched Me ....There was one article in this month's Reader's Digest about Kamalbhai Parmar who is running a fabricating unit and who runsa school,rather a tution school for the poor students in Ahmedabad.It takes a large heart to start something like this.I do wish I can do something like that too.Atleast be able to teach in such effort .
Books That I am reading now.....I am reading "Under Orders" by Dick Francis.Just started.Seems to be about issues in racing sport.
News Items That Touched Me Today----The bicyc;e scores over train and car in a survey conducted for two wheeler travel ina congested metro like New York as the fastest transport..
Movies That I Liked.....I watched a Malayalam Movie called'Vastu Hara' in Kairali T.V.yesterday.The story touches about losers who migrate abandoning their personal properties during divison of countries and realtes to the creation of East Pakistan called East Bengal dividing Bengalis .Also running underneath the main issue is the personal loss of property which gets rejected by the Mother in the story who is offered the same back by her Husband's relatives.
Books That Are My Favorites----Somerset Maughm's short stories,Arthur Conan Doyle's 'sherlock Holm mysteries',All of Shakespearian dramas,The Bronte sister's writings,Poems by Mathew Arnold and Tagore's 'gitanjali'.This list is not exahaustive.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

At This Time Of My Life.

At this time of my life I see everything as a little bloated.My loves were bloated, my hatreds were bloated and everything was a size more to use a "cloths' language.It is the emptiness in all things around that make you see so.I wish i will stop seeing such images.

At this time of my life I wish i was someone else too without all that anger in me.So also the ambition.Both did not benefit me.The anger drained me and the ambition took me where I did not want to be.

At this time of my life I feel restless to surpass and know what is there beyond?Beyond the so called "LIFE".It was because a young "Life" went beyond this "Life" much before I expected.

At this time of my life I want to go slow and without physical pain.

I do hope I can hold a little something that will lessen this pain of holding nothing.

Jayamala.