
At this time of my life I see everything as a little bloated.My loves were bloated, my hatreds were bloated and everything was a size more to use a "cloths' language.It is the emptiness in all things around that make you see so.I wish i will stop seeing such images.
At this time of my life I wish i was someone else too without all that anger in me.So also the ambition.Both did not benefit me.The anger drained me and the ambition took me where I did not want to be.
At this time of my life I feel restless to surpass and know what is there beyond?Beyond the so called "LIFE".It was because a young "Life" went beyond this "Life" much before I expected.
At this time of my life I want to go slow and without physical pain.
I do hope I can hold a little something that will lessen this pain of holding nothing.
Jayamala.
