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Blogs That I Follow.

  • http://navallanga.blogspot.com
  • News Item That touched Me ....There was one article in this month's Reader's Digest about Kamalbhai Parmar who is running a fabricating unit and who runsa school,rather a tution school for the poor students in Ahmedabad.It takes a large heart to start something like this.I do wish I can do something like that too.Atleast be able to teach in such effort .
  • Books That I am reading now.....I am reading "Under Orders" by Dick Francis.Just started.Seems to be about issues in racing sport.
  • News Items That Touched Me Today----The bicyc;e scores over train and car in a survey conducted for two wheeler travel ina congested metro like New York as the fastest transport..
  • Movies That I Liked.....I watched a Malayalam Movie called'Vastu Hara' in Kairali T.V.yesterday.The story touches about losers who migrate abandoning their personal properties during divison of countries and realtes to the creation of East Pakistan called East Bengal dividing Bengalis .Also running underneath the main issue is the personal loss of property which gets rejected by the Mother in the story who is offered the same back by her Husband's relatives.
  • Books That Are My Favorites----Somerset Maughm's short stories,Arthur Conan Doyle's 'sherlock Holm mysteries',All of Shakespearian dramas,The Bronte sister's writings,Poems by Mathew Arnold and Tagore's 'gitanjali'.This list is not exahaustive.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

To A Silent Night.



Something woke me,

A moon beam shines outside my window.

A silent night that but spoke to me in whispers.

My heart was heavy with him like the shadow of silence.


Night,how could you be so silent?

When I cry in pain,with my precious lost forever?

Forever is but a name for loss.

For whatever you hold does go through your grasp.


The grasp is never firm and one would not know,

How does one let go,of things held in embrace.

This is no lesson learnt,but is taught,

By the master teacher,the silent night.


So do not chatter with your mind,

Let go,let go of everything,

For then you have satsfaction ,

For holding only for a while this silent night.

Jayamala.

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

A Little Concern.


I went for a condolence today.Parents in next street had lost their grown up son due to fungus infection in lungs at a hospital that is well known.How fungus infection?He had been admitted immedietely on pain and is in crisis by that night itself.Actually the father had been asked by the son himself to go as he felt o.k.The father returned and again took the journey with the mother same night at 3.30.Actually next day early morning.By the week end boy is no more.Could not the doctor's do anything?Was there some thing more concealed to us neighbours?I do not know.It gave me a sleepless night.The parents had returned bringing the daughter-in-law and the 3 year old kid yesterday.I saw lights in their house visible when viewed from my house and went to see them today.I had been totally upset.

I feel there is something wrong with this sort of loss.God! Is there a God?Old age and how many more years to go by?What emptiness in life.

Jayamala.