It was a fine morning today.For once,I had slept well.It gave me energy to finish all my morning chores.I had been to Bangalore for Master's visit and had occasion to inform him of my state of mind.He has no answers to 'death'.None has actually had been my experience.But somewhere I had to know still ,why'Death?
But today I had the energy to get up and go about my work.I have grown too.I will not talk about 'death' anymore.I must keep my emotions a little more private for after all it is my private sorrow.To be open had been my usual way with everyone around.Now it has to change and I must bear this sorrow as my precious aloneness in my life.I move now burdened with it and I seek answers as the weight is too much to bear.But it will never be light.It is the gift of God wrapped in this shining paper of grief,so special.I must always be aware of it,lest it lose its preciousness.
Jayamala.
Blogs That I Follow.
- http://navallanga.blogspot.com
- News Item That touched Me ....There was one article in this month's Reader's Digest about Kamalbhai Parmar who is running a fabricating unit and who runsa school,rather a tution school for the poor students in Ahmedabad.It takes a large heart to start something like this.I do wish I can do something like that too.Atleast be able to teach in such effort .
- Books That I am reading now.....I am reading "Under Orders" by Dick Francis.Just started.Seems to be about issues in racing sport.
- News Items That Touched Me Today----The bicyc;e scores over train and car in a survey conducted for two wheeler travel ina congested metro like New York as the fastest transport..
- Movies That I Liked.....I watched a Malayalam Movie called'Vastu Hara' in Kairali T.V.yesterday.The story touches about losers who migrate abandoning their personal properties during divison of countries and realtes to the creation of East Pakistan called East Bengal dividing Bengalis .Also running underneath the main issue is the personal loss of property which gets rejected by the Mother in the story who is offered the same back by her Husband's relatives.
- Books That Are My Favorites----Somerset Maughm's short stories,Arthur Conan Doyle's 'sherlock Holm mysteries',All of Shakespearian dramas,The Bronte sister's writings,Poems by Mathew Arnold and Tagore's 'gitanjali'.This list is not exahaustive.
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