'Perhaps 'is the language of options.We use perhaps whenever we encounter decisive failures in our life.Perhaps,I should have advised,perhaps I should have moved out,perhaps I should have shut my mouth.So many instances,so many altercations with ourselves.
At moments where ,I have faced the alternate actions ,and where I did not make the correct choice,I have also been encountering this 'perhaps' quotient in my emotions.Some days when sleep does not come,I have tossed around with the thoughts which arose as intelligent choices were not made,leading to present disasters.
But,mostly I recover as I argue it out.I know I am undergoing changes in behavior.After all,behavior changes are not that difficult to make.One must persevere with the decision to change ,and that is all one has to make.My own reading and knowledge gathering tendency too contribute to a great extent in what I expect from my actions.I am many times afraid to say 'No',as I fear that I am not being charitable and forgiving when others have caused anguish to me.
I have after so many of these,thinking processes have arrived at the conclusion that 'perhaps' is an enduring word,and so too is the human process of change.It is also an enduring action.So do not be upset when you are haunted by the 'perhapses of this world.You will change too and then there will be always one more moment in life to be lost and found.Take heart in this thought.
Jayamala.
Blogs That I Follow.
- http://navallanga.blogspot.com
- News Item That touched Me ....There was one article in this month's Reader's Digest about Kamalbhai Parmar who is running a fabricating unit and who runsa school,rather a tution school for the poor students in Ahmedabad.It takes a large heart to start something like this.I do wish I can do something like that too.Atleast be able to teach in such effort .
- Books That I am reading now.....I am reading "Under Orders" by Dick Francis.Just started.Seems to be about issues in racing sport.
- News Items That Touched Me Today----The bicyc;e scores over train and car in a survey conducted for two wheeler travel ina congested metro like New York as the fastest transport..
- Movies That I Liked.....I watched a Malayalam Movie called'Vastu Hara' in Kairali T.V.yesterday.The story touches about losers who migrate abandoning their personal properties during divison of countries and realtes to the creation of East Pakistan called East Bengal dividing Bengalis .Also running underneath the main issue is the personal loss of property which gets rejected by the Mother in the story who is offered the same back by her Husband's relatives.
- Books That Are My Favorites----Somerset Maughm's short stories,Arthur Conan Doyle's 'sherlock Holm mysteries',All of Shakespearian dramas,The Bronte sister's writings,Poems by Mathew Arnold and Tagore's 'gitanjali'.This list is not exahaustive.
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