I have written quite a few notes on thoughts.Thoughts seems to bother me more and more.Unlike earlier times when I used to enjoy just chatting up with some one on net,nowadays(actually quite some months since),I am not finding it interesting.Day before yesterday just to see my reaction once more,I went to yahoo chat and logged in at one community room.Absolutely boring people whoever popped in to chat.I will not try it again.
Why thoughts bother us?Is peace a process wherein thoughts are zero?I think as a biological being human being is always with thoughts.If not ordinary thoughts,lofty thoughts,still they are thoughts.I know why I am bothered so much and have stopped enjoying interaction.It is the withdrawal symptom,afflicting me.I want to talk only when I chose and I want to interact only when I want.I now know why people taking sanyas wanted to be away from this interactive society.It only means for the present,I have crossed the boundaries wherein I find interaction interesting.It will not be so.Once I accepted this,I am not searching anymore for meaning in thoughts.It is so and it will be so.A finality has come now.
Even intellectual sanyas can be taken when answering questions and finding answers are not a must anymore.So I have arrived now to that feature of the mind where silence is beautiful and more the silence less the struggle.Yes 'A Living Dead' as the masters say.Keep it up.
Jayamala.
Blogs That I Follow.
- http://navallanga.blogspot.com
- News Item That touched Me ....There was one article in this month's Reader's Digest about Kamalbhai Parmar who is running a fabricating unit and who runsa school,rather a tution school for the poor students in Ahmedabad.It takes a large heart to start something like this.I do wish I can do something like that too.Atleast be able to teach in such effort .
- Books That I am reading now.....I am reading "Under Orders" by Dick Francis.Just started.Seems to be about issues in racing sport.
- News Items That Touched Me Today----The bicyc;e scores over train and car in a survey conducted for two wheeler travel ina congested metro like New York as the fastest transport..
- Movies That I Liked.....I watched a Malayalam Movie called'Vastu Hara' in Kairali T.V.yesterday.The story touches about losers who migrate abandoning their personal properties during divison of countries and realtes to the creation of East Pakistan called East Bengal dividing Bengalis .Also running underneath the main issue is the personal loss of property which gets rejected by the Mother in the story who is offered the same back by her Husband's relatives.
- Books That Are My Favorites----Somerset Maughm's short stories,Arthur Conan Doyle's 'sherlock Holm mysteries',All of Shakespearian dramas,The Bronte sister's writings,Poems by Mathew Arnold and Tagore's 'gitanjali'.This list is not exahaustive.
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