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Blogs That I Follow.

  • http://navallanga.blogspot.com
  • News Item That touched Me ....There was one article in this month's Reader's Digest about Kamalbhai Parmar who is running a fabricating unit and who runsa school,rather a tution school for the poor students in Ahmedabad.It takes a large heart to start something like this.I do wish I can do something like that too.Atleast be able to teach in such effort .
  • Books That I am reading now.....I am reading "Under Orders" by Dick Francis.Just started.Seems to be about issues in racing sport.
  • News Items That Touched Me Today----The bicyc;e scores over train and car in a survey conducted for two wheeler travel ina congested metro like New York as the fastest transport..
  • Movies That I Liked.....I watched a Malayalam Movie called'Vastu Hara' in Kairali T.V.yesterday.The story touches about losers who migrate abandoning their personal properties during divison of countries and realtes to the creation of East Pakistan called East Bengal dividing Bengalis .Also running underneath the main issue is the personal loss of property which gets rejected by the Mother in the story who is offered the same back by her Husband's relatives.
  • Books That Are My Favorites----Somerset Maughm's short stories,Arthur Conan Doyle's 'sherlock Holm mysteries',All of Shakespearian dramas,The Bronte sister's writings,Poems by Mathew Arnold and Tagore's 'gitanjali'.This list is not exahaustive.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

After a long time.

I am writing again after a long time.A personal tragedy has prevented me from writing.I am now beginning to express myself,so that the pain will be a little less.What have I done meanwhile.Just reading and clinging to philosophy.Sometimes even philosophy as a crutch does not work.At those times,I am meditating and the pain is a little less.Some how I am not having the energy or the urge to write too.The poetic impulse in me has dried up.I am very weary in my mind just now.The heart feels like lead. But if I cannot express my pain here where will I do it.I hope to recover.I want my faith to heal me and lead me on the road to recovery.

Jayamala.

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