To be elsewhere, is my wish at this time.This thought is getting more intense as the days go by ,and there is nothing to do.Almost anything I do to dissuade this mind from thinking nought, gets again nothing.It sometimes bring a smile to my face ,and sometimes time and thought both weigh very much.It is at these times ,I yearn for some distarction however fragile the distraction is.I look away from my inside to the outside, and I see the fragrance blown away in an indiscrete flightof fancy ,trivia bordering the insane and the redundant.
Should I successfully force a time bound formula for these fancy flights of mine?Or should I yield to explore new frontiers in my multiple personality ,hiding from within me?However you wish, it ends up in my , seeking an unknown source as my fountain of peace.Watching news ,and following the election trail of a budding leader, I think what did he see?He passes on representaions to the deputy behind and that deputy in return might do the same.I feel electioneering is really draining a person of good intentions.You can only do a certain amount, and that does require a life time and so go about it quietely, wont you? I ask this leader in my thoughts.Will he hear me?Perhaps!.Anyway it does not matter to me.
Watching this megamovie of yester year again , I was unable to complete it and I lie in dark welcoming the power off as it gave time for just emptiness, and closing my eyes shut I listened to the rain pouring down.Opening the window to this rainy night, I soaked in the pure breeze flowing in.It is better this way , this chattering that goes on in my mind.I could shut my eyes forever and listen you know ,and I will listen as listening in, Iam attuned to this self called me.
Jayamala.
Blogs That I Follow.
- http://navallanga.blogspot.com
- News Item That touched Me ....There was one article in this month's Reader's Digest about Kamalbhai Parmar who is running a fabricating unit and who runsa school,rather a tution school for the poor students in Ahmedabad.It takes a large heart to start something like this.I do wish I can do something like that too.Atleast be able to teach in such effort .
- Books That I am reading now.....I am reading "Under Orders" by Dick Francis.Just started.Seems to be about issues in racing sport.
- News Items That Touched Me Today----The bicyc;e scores over train and car in a survey conducted for two wheeler travel ina congested metro like New York as the fastest transport..
- Movies That I Liked.....I watched a Malayalam Movie called'Vastu Hara' in Kairali T.V.yesterday.The story touches about losers who migrate abandoning their personal properties during divison of countries and realtes to the creation of East Pakistan called East Bengal dividing Bengalis .Also running underneath the main issue is the personal loss of property which gets rejected by the Mother in the story who is offered the same back by her Husband's relatives.
- Books That Are My Favorites----Somerset Maughm's short stories,Arthur Conan Doyle's 'sherlock Holm mysteries',All of Shakespearian dramas,The Bronte sister's writings,Poems by Mathew Arnold and Tagore's 'gitanjali'.This list is not exahaustive.
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