Pain it is that creates this urge ,to write in me.After a long time ,this pain is back with me.It glowers, like red timbers after a log is burnt out.The smoke whirls around, as thoughts in my innerspace.This space is sometimes at rest and most times churning with pain.This will not go away at these times, this urge to give shape to this pain in words.So here Iam again with the keyboard giving shape to this pain in me.
What shape shall I give this emptiness in me?,Analise?or just endure or shall I say why or what created it.Yes,I shall describe this deep chasm in me that is the result of this pain.Emptiness because I search,and what I search is not something I can get and so the unrequited aspect of a human relationship.Ever has this story been told and all the time the point of debate had been, who is the cause and how shall one endure it.Can one escape by indulging in another relationship?Can one get away with something broken and the chimes still ringing?
There has been no answers to these questions ,and more and more shadows are created by, more and more walkers on this road of human relationships.I want to tread a lonely path away from it.So Iam already away but unable to break away from the pull of the trodden path.Oh! how frail are we when in pain!
Jayamala.
Blogs That I Follow.
- http://navallanga.blogspot.com
- News Item That touched Me ....There was one article in this month's Reader's Digest about Kamalbhai Parmar who is running a fabricating unit and who runsa school,rather a tution school for the poor students in Ahmedabad.It takes a large heart to start something like this.I do wish I can do something like that too.Atleast be able to teach in such effort .
- Books That I am reading now.....I am reading "Under Orders" by Dick Francis.Just started.Seems to be about issues in racing sport.
- News Items That Touched Me Today----The bicyc;e scores over train and car in a survey conducted for two wheeler travel ina congested metro like New York as the fastest transport..
- Movies That I Liked.....I watched a Malayalam Movie called'Vastu Hara' in Kairali T.V.yesterday.The story touches about losers who migrate abandoning their personal properties during divison of countries and realtes to the creation of East Pakistan called East Bengal dividing Bengalis .Also running underneath the main issue is the personal loss of property which gets rejected by the Mother in the story who is offered the same back by her Husband's relatives.
- Books That Are My Favorites----Somerset Maughm's short stories,Arthur Conan Doyle's 'sherlock Holm mysteries',All of Shakespearian dramas,The Bronte sister's writings,Poems by Mathew Arnold and Tagore's 'gitanjali'.This list is not exahaustive.
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