Today dawned quite and still with a slight breeze blowing though it was extremely hot as usual.I went for my meditation sitting and came back feeling light. Lot of thoughts were going out of my conscious self.
Iam not having any company just now for passing time. I did not phone anyone too.I read a little but the novel that Iam about to finish had not been finished today too.Iam waiting with a quite anticipation for the day to pass on.
The death news and the paraphernalia accompanying such celebrity did not interest me and so I did not watch T.V.specifically for news.
The movie that I left unfinished watching had been completed by me though.I feel Iam at the pinnacle of some innate change.But I must wait again and endure this phase of unending wait for such change.
Talking to one relative on the net today who was talking of spirituality etcetra I felt he is yet to be where Iam. I do not relate to him. I must end this search for relativity too with anyone.
When Iam singing in the group I do relate to the virtues of the higher self.The difficulty had been to keep the higher self always.I slide always down and in one way may be the trip in the offing might just make me alright.
Iam WAITING.
Blogs That I Follow.
- http://navallanga.blogspot.com
- News Item That touched Me ....There was one article in this month's Reader's Digest about Kamalbhai Parmar who is running a fabricating unit and who runsa school,rather a tution school for the poor students in Ahmedabad.It takes a large heart to start something like this.I do wish I can do something like that too.Atleast be able to teach in such effort .
- Books That I am reading now.....I am reading "Under Orders" by Dick Francis.Just started.Seems to be about issues in racing sport.
- News Items That Touched Me Today----The bicyc;e scores over train and car in a survey conducted for two wheeler travel ina congested metro like New York as the fastest transport..
- Movies That I Liked.....I watched a Malayalam Movie called'Vastu Hara' in Kairali T.V.yesterday.The story touches about losers who migrate abandoning their personal properties during divison of countries and realtes to the creation of East Pakistan called East Bengal dividing Bengalis .Also running underneath the main issue is the personal loss of property which gets rejected by the Mother in the story who is offered the same back by her Husband's relatives.
- Books That Are My Favorites----Somerset Maughm's short stories,Arthur Conan Doyle's 'sherlock Holm mysteries',All of Shakespearian dramas,The Bronte sister's writings,Poems by Mathew Arnold and Tagore's 'gitanjali'.This list is not exahaustive.
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