I have by mistake pressed enter and the blog got published only with the heading 'Thinking Again".Any way it brought a smile to my lips. I was actually perturbed with two interactions on net.Let me tell youabout them.One was from some chatter wanting to chat. Since I was also bored sitting in front of the computer and browsing, reading, playing literati I thought of chatting with this fellow. He showed a sexual act picture in his window asking me 'Do You want a hot chat".Later on though I found that he was really homesick( working in London) and is talking well and desisted from sexchat or such ideas after a firm 'no' from me his information that most of the people on net chat and house wives are wanting only sexchat sort of affected me I feel that the antidote to my loneliness is not chatting and then hoping that people are decent.
The next encounter was with the person who was consistently sending offlines to me by the id(soaring falcons) is actually the warrangal N.I.T.fellow.This fellow had already told me the he did peep into his friend's window to get my id.So that means perhaps my friend also is not that secretive. Must be fun for him too.
These two incidents bring me to the already sort of arrived conclusion that traffic in net is sexual in chat. Or I must have the mind to indulge and not think of it anymore if incidents like this happens I like that, that is the question. It all brings me to my very brittle resolve that I must stop having friendships in net and thinking that it is the antidote to my loneliness.I
remember now Balakumaran's writing in a novel that nothing and especially love is not an antidote to inner loneliness.
So many people are having so many activities that are beautiful and why am I with my talents unable to be like them using whatever talent I have .The conclusion is that I do have a week mind.
I intend conquering myself.I must if Iam what I think IAM.So much for the present.
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Blogs That I Follow.
- http://navallanga.blogspot.com
- News Item That touched Me ....There was one article in this month's Reader's Digest about Kamalbhai Parmar who is running a fabricating unit and who runsa school,rather a tution school for the poor students in Ahmedabad.It takes a large heart to start something like this.I do wish I can do something like that too.Atleast be able to teach in such effort .
- Books That I am reading now.....I am reading "Under Orders" by Dick Francis.Just started.Seems to be about issues in racing sport.
- News Items That Touched Me Today----The bicyc;e scores over train and car in a survey conducted for two wheeler travel ina congested metro like New York as the fastest transport..
- Movies That I Liked.....I watched a Malayalam Movie called'Vastu Hara' in Kairali T.V.yesterday.The story touches about losers who migrate abandoning their personal properties during divison of countries and realtes to the creation of East Pakistan called East Bengal dividing Bengalis .Also running underneath the main issue is the personal loss of property which gets rejected by the Mother in the story who is offered the same back by her Husband's relatives.
- Books That Are My Favorites----Somerset Maughm's short stories,Arthur Conan Doyle's 'sherlock Holm mysteries',All of Shakespearian dramas,The Bronte sister's writings,Poems by Mathew Arnold and Tagore's 'gitanjali'.This list is not exahaustive.
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