Today at about 3.45 am itself I had woken up.The headache was there too.I brushed my teeth and made coffee and then took the migrain tablets and mediated for 40 minutes.By that time I had somehow coped up with the splitting pain in the head.Wrote my diary and asked the innumerable questions I had wanted to ask myself and wrote the analisis too.
By that time I was o.k.I do have the answers too.Nothing is more painful than love as we think and want.It brings back to that question,what is love?Nothing,is the answer.Yes nothing but what we attribute to the person we are in love with.The pain that i feel is because I have loved.Has he not loved?
The answer is irrelevant as the pain that I feel does point out that I have not got what I want.Linda Good man writes that if the love is yours then it will come back to you.Will it?
Meanwhile I wait.Will it ever end?this waiting for him?
Blogs That I Follow.
- http://navallanga.blogspot.com
- News Item That touched Me ....There was one article in this month's Reader's Digest about Kamalbhai Parmar who is running a fabricating unit and who runsa school,rather a tution school for the poor students in Ahmedabad.It takes a large heart to start something like this.I do wish I can do something like that too.Atleast be able to teach in such effort .
- Books That I am reading now.....I am reading "Under Orders" by Dick Francis.Just started.Seems to be about issues in racing sport.
- News Items That Touched Me Today----The bicyc;e scores over train and car in a survey conducted for two wheeler travel ina congested metro like New York as the fastest transport..
- Movies That I Liked.....I watched a Malayalam Movie called'Vastu Hara' in Kairali T.V.yesterday.The story touches about losers who migrate abandoning their personal properties during divison of countries and realtes to the creation of East Pakistan called East Bengal dividing Bengalis .Also running underneath the main issue is the personal loss of property which gets rejected by the Mother in the story who is offered the same back by her Husband's relatives.
- Books That Are My Favorites----Somerset Maughm's short stories,Arthur Conan Doyle's 'sherlock Holm mysteries',All of Shakespearian dramas,The Bronte sister's writings,Poems by Mathew Arnold and Tagore's 'gitanjali'.This list is not exahaustive.
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